Dark Raver Camper Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 Intensive outpatient program from 9 to 3:30. It will take everything in me to accept it instead of running away from my recent mental issues. On top of that, I think we’re going to put our just turned 15 lab down. The poor thing can’t even walk her hind legs give out bad. Tears in this poor dog’s eyes. Wish my luck with this program. I need the help badly. I hope it works. I need to get back to work and function normally. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Teddy kgb Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 Good luck Camper Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IAG Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 You got this Camper! Stick it out no matter what. You owe yourself that. As for your pup, I understand how tough that is. If the dog is miserable the best thing that you could ever do for him is put him down. We only keep them alive for her own selfish reasons. I think I made the mistake of keeping my Pogo an extra month because I couldn’t decide and was sad....and meanwhile he was suffering...or at the least, not living any kind of joyful life. They say you will never regret putting them down a little early, but you will regret keeping them alive longer than you should. I think that’s probably accurate. Easier said than done though. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bookbraker Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 Good luck Camper! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hoops Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 Best of luck pal Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TobyTyler Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 good luck Camper you'll get through it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hangover Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 gl bro Functioning normally is overrated and boring...its all about giving the appearance of functioning normally while doing whatever the fuk u want Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Machiavelli Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 Good luck! Voluntarily approaching a solution to your issues will give you a great chance at overcoming. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Downsouth Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 good luck and wish you the best. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sol Aristatel Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 You got this Roberto. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dark Raver Camper Posted January 14, 2019 Author Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 Thank you! Posting in session during a break. My mind keeps struggling to accept it or leave. It isn’t as bad as I thought, so I’ll most likely stay. Younger people here, and an old lady. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IAG Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 Thank you! Posting in session during a break.My mind keeps struggling to accept it or leave. It isn’t as bad as I thought, so I’ll most likely stay.Younger people here, and an old lady.Don’t leave! Hang in there.. You can do this! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dark Raver Camper Posted January 14, 2019 Author Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 My son is devastated about putting our dog down. Not looking forward to this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IAG Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 My son is devastated about putting our dog down. Not looking forward to this.They say you will know when it’s time. I never felt like I knew when it was time until afterward, and then I looked back and thought that I held onto him for maybe a month too long. It was because I didn’t want to say goodbye and because he would have occasional good days. Obviously consult with your veterinarian and get his/her opinion. There is a thread somewhere here I made when I was putting mine down. There’s probably some helpful advice in there. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
housepicks Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 You are wallowing. Tell yourself you are better and than be better. Instantaneously. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IAG Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 You are wallowing. Tell yourself you are better and than be better. Instantaneously.Doesn’t work that way Houser. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
joeybagadonuts Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 Get well soon, camper ! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jasson621 Posted January 14, 2019 Report Share Posted January 14, 2019 GL Camper Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ajt Posted January 15, 2019 Report Share Posted January 15, 2019 Hope you find the treatment that works for you. Good luck. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dark Raver Camper Posted January 15, 2019 Author Report Share Posted January 15, 2019 The dog is at the rainbow bridge. Her back hips were messed up badly and the vet couldn’t do anything to fix it. Hopefully tomorrow is a better day. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeefyBets Posted January 15, 2019 Report Share Posted January 15, 2019 discipline is the key to happiness. and money Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dark Raver Camper Posted January 17, 2019 Author Report Share Posted January 17, 2019 I’ve made it so far. They have me approved for another week. I’m not sure I’ll do another week.I can’t see how another week will change anything. People with eating disorders, kids, an old lady, a younger than I guy is ok. Guys, I’m doing fucking 30 minutes of exercise, in my chair. Thursday afternoon is game day. I just feel they are trying to fill seats. I need to get well by myself, suck it up, get back to work, and stop the drama (anxiety and depression). Sounds like a losing battle. Hopefully not. Thanks for the encouragement above because I wasn’t going to return today, but I did. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sol Aristatel Posted January 17, 2019 Report Share Posted January 17, 2019 I’ve made it so far. They have me approved for another week. I’m not sure I’ll do another week.I can’t see how another week will change anything. People with eating disorders, kids, an old lady, a younger than I guy is ok. Guys, I’m doing fucking 30 minutes of exercise, in my chair. Thursday afternoon is game day. I just feel they are trying to fill seats. I need to get well by myself, suck it up, get back to work, and stop the drama (anxiety and depression). Sounds like a losing battle. Hopefully not. Thanks for the encouragement above because I wasn’t going to return today, but I did. Based on your posts the past few weeks, I'm not sure doing it on your own is the way to go Rob. I don't know what program you are in and if it's a good fit. But if you are going to bail on this one, perhaps you need to look for something else. Just trying to help. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dark Raver Camper Posted January 17, 2019 Author Report Share Posted January 17, 2019 I appreciate the feedback. It’s intensive outpatient. Basically group therapy. Not one on one type of program. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
milwaukee mike Posted January 17, 2019 Report Share Posted January 17, 2019 best wishes camper have you tried cbd oil for the anxiety? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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